♥ #38 Mini Update

 

Always a little girl at heart.

I guess you can say I'm pretty happy with where I am now. Contented , really. I know school is still horrible , and there's pretty much nothing I can do about it , yes - but at the end of the day , all that matters is drawing the line between acquaintances and true friends. There are times when I couldnt tell the difference between the both , but I suppose it is only my gain that i learn things the hard way. People around you can only make you happy for so long, and then the rest comes from your heart and the way you want to feel about things.

It's good to move on , not being trapped in the past. It's a great feeling. 

The equation of life would be that you lose some , and then you gain some. But it's up to you what you keep.

♥ #37

everytime i see a picture of us , it still makes me a little angry and sad . 

i cannot explain why i feel

the way i do 

i guess i just cant help it .

♥ #36 my first dslr (:

i picked up a new toy for myself today . the funny thing was that it was so spontaneous . i told my parents i wanted a new camera just last night , and there it is now , sitting like a majestic blob of black you can see from the glass of my cabinet . i decided to pick up a d3100 despite mixed opinions from my camera enthusiast friends . i know there are better models around but i am just not convinced on paying more for something that is slightly better since i am not thinking of going pro . as a friend said , d3100 is just nice . nothing more , nothing less , and i am kinda proud of myself this time for choosing practically what i absolutely need only because i am usually not that type of person . i am the type of girl who will go for whatever my dad is willing to pay for , regardless of whether or not i actually need the excessive features . 

i have been wanting a slr camera for the longer time ever . since i was 12 , i suppose . and the funny thing was that i always thought it was off limit to request for one , since at any one time there just seemed to always, always be a gadget i need more than a slr camera . and i got them all . i am glad i asked for it last night because to my surprise , my dad just agreed . so yes , 5 years of hesitance for nothing . the deal was sealed in 30 seconds , and it was just a coincidence that there was a nikon fair at mid valley today . walked in , walked to the cameras , dragged my dad there and smiled . and that was that . i think it's funny how my parents can read me like an open book all the time . i smile and they go all like , 'what is it that you want now ?' . sigh , gotta love them .

let's see if i make full use of my toy this time around . in any case if i do , you'll be seeing alot more pictures on here .

goodnight darlings
x .