Saturday, January 14, 2012

Happy Sunday

just something i chanced upon on fb .
and somehow i find that to be interesting .
i think that's how i feel all the time . i want hugs and cuddles and that's all .

and i always meet people who are way more fascinating than i am and of course it always ends without much of a conclusion . because it always feels that way ; that i never get the things i want and it's fruitless to take risks . i think .


okay bye have a happy sunday ♥

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Haha I really enjoy pretending like I know chinese at all ! *mysmugchineseface.jpg

anyway college is officially starting on monday .


i'm actually excited for it because well , some people really left quite a deep impression on me and i want to see them again . i know this sounds childish haha . 





i know the quality is sort of horrible but i couldn't be bothered to transfer the pictures into the pc manually and all so i just uploaded with blogger-droid . which unfortunately always resize and reduce the quality of my pictures at the expanse of it uploading really quickly .

but oh well , this will have to do because i'm a very lazy blogger . (: 






sometimes i actually wonder if i'm really such a loser that the camera on my phone is my best friend . haha just joking . or maybe not .




anyway i think this is really important . not important in the sense that it's life-saving kind of important but you get what i mean . i think i might want to look back at this post later on like say , maybe 20 years from now HAHA JOKES .

so yeah , yesterday after the orientation was done i took the train to BB and as usual , there was a group of young men at the bridge doing something like a combination of what seemed like harassment towards passerbys + professional begging in collared shirts + trying to pick up the occasional cheap chick who would so generously allow a few poor boys to get her number + conning your money in the name of 'oh-congratulations-you-won-yourself-a-fucking-lamppost' sort of thing you know .

and of course , i'm a professional at dodging professional con men because that area is close to being my second home already no joke and i swear i can get all apeshit when a stranger , or particularly , an unpleasant looking stranger , touch me or attempt to stop me in my tracks to squeeze the little money i have in my wallet .  i already brushed one off , and then when i stopped for a while at the bridge , another stopped me in my tracks and tried to strike up a conversation . soon enough , another two men joined in .





and so i thought , hey , suan le ba you can't run away from these people here .

i knew they were targeting people above the age of 18 . so when he asked me how old i was , i told them i am 17 and that i go to sri garden in whatever bits and pieces of mandarin i was capable of . and so , disappointed that they weren't going to be able to con me , one of the boys asked if he could have my email . i say 'ke yi ah' which means yes you can . and as i predicted , he subsequently asked if he could have my number too , to which i replied with a 'bu ke yi ' (no you can't) and when he pestered further , a 'bu ke yi shi bu ke yi la'  (cannot means cannot la) .

and he asked if i have a boyfriend so i said yes i do and when he asked how many , i told him one . which dismissed his suspicion that i was joking haha .

and at the very right moment , marcus popped up out of nowhere ! i was so surprised and happy to see him ! HAHAHA and the first thing i said to him was , 'now you gotta pretend to be my boyfriend for a while' and sure enough , their heads turned LOLOLOL .

marcus , if this is not fate i don't know what fate is LOLOLOL JOKING .
anyway this was damn random but we went to checkout power ranger figurines and whatnot and ended up yamchaing together with my redhead friend HAHAHA WTF .

and please don't forget i actually knew marcus for a day only HAHAHAHAHAHAH WHAT IS THIS . till now , i have not a single idea about him except that he lives in bandar sri damansara and he likes those typical boy figurines (well obviously since he went to check those stuff out *yawn.jpg) and that he wants to be a lawyer because he felt very inspired over a discipline case he handled as a prefect back in high school HAHAHA and heck i don't even know his surname .

ANYWAY I THINK WE WILL BE GOOD FRIENDS IN THE FUTURE BECAUSE HE IS COOL AS FUCK . WAIT , DID I MENTION THAT HE IS QUITE A RAPPER TOO ? OMG I FOUND MY ULTIMATE KARAOKE PARTNER !!!!

and i said earlier , i think i might want to look back at this later because god forbid , if we actually end up hating each other later on (which is also possible because i can be quite an unreasonable bitch sometimes / i'm damn freaking lame shit myself) i think it will be really funny that i said so much about the first person i actually came to like in college . -___-'

ok i doubt marcus will by any chance read this BUT if you do one day HAHAHA HIHI LET'S GO KARAOKE WTFFF.....  ^_^

alright goodnight . this is perhaps the most pointless post by far .....

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This is such a beautiful song !! I want to play this on my wedding . (:

There's a version with english translation on youtube and that is how I really came to appreciate this song . Such meaningful lyrics . Enough of sad love songs !

I think I'm beginning to like Jordan Chan . He's a classic , just like Eason Chen is . Even my favorite Chilam is not in their league imo .

Go listen to it !

x

Thursday, January 12, 2012

Okay

so i went for my college's orientation today .

and it sucks knowing there's one more day to battle through tomorrow.
or more precisely , today. in a few more hours.

don't get me wrong . i've met quite a few interesting people along the way and though i cannot say for sure that we'll end up gelling together for the rest of my time here , i do think they're pretty cool . but honestly , i couldn't be bothered about that .

i was just tired the whole day .
and the whole motivational-talk thing was just plain boring .

and it made me a little uncomfortable to know that a lot of these people i met were putting on a confident facade in the namesake of being a 'lawyer-to-be' . or so to say .

i mean , i just felt really out of place .
because i was just like whateverrrr when the other were blablahbla-ing
with a few trying the take the lead it was even worse because i sort of have zero tolerance for people who come off as too authoritative when they've done nothing to prove that they're worthy . i'm not jealous or anything , just annoyed at being shoved and instructed around .

but as always , i let them take the lead .

i guess i'm really feeling more and more withdrawn by the day .
it's like i don't even care what's going on around me if it doesn't affect/involve me directly .
but this is also good because while i do not initiate anything , this teaches me to be more tolerant .

anyway gonna go grab some sleep now . hopefully i'll meet even more cool people i could click with today . or i would just leave early and grab lunch with the bestie some few stations away . i might even buy him a box of cigarettes to cheer him up since he'll definitely need it now more than ever . 

goodnight . x

Saturday, January 7, 2012

Gohae

that's the song i'm listening to right now anyway lol . tei's cover , of course .

waiting from brian to come pick me up . movie (:

anyway this post is really pointless . except to point out that some people are ignorant and stupid , and yet arrogant enough to think they're on a pedestal against you . ha ha ha .

joker .

Tuesday, January 3, 2012

Brit's Farewell Lunch

so yeah today i met up with brit for lunch since she'll be flying off to UK tomorrow !

had korean bbq and i think she really over ordered for our table ! everyone was so stuffed and satisfied . (:

we went to this place called Da Jang Geum or however they spell it but i'm pretty sure i'm getting it right despite what foursquare was telling me HAHA . it's this little korean restaurant in korean town in ampang . i'm not the hugest fan of korean cuisine but the food was good and very appetizing . (:

our lunch . actual representation would be this x10 HAHA



anyway , thank you so much for the lunch Brit . i hope to see you again soon when you come back for holidays . i've known you for so long and you're one of the most self directed , disciplined person i know . i'm sure you'll do well for your dentistry ! you're a smart girl and if you put your heart into it , i'm sure there's nothing you cannot accomplish ! all the best and take care of yourself when you're there . it's time to be independent and discover the world for yourself . (:


and i sort of left early , right after the lunch . ):

went to mcdonald's all the way in ukay heights because a friend's car was badly damaged in an accident last evening and i thought it'd be good to look for him for a while to grab lunch .  i was so full already by that time but i still got myself a mcflurry ! my day is complete . (:

and you wouldn't believe this , but we actually hung out at the playground near his house after that , just playing swings and see-saws. got home really early today but all in all , it was a lovely day with even lovelier company !




of course no day is complete without me camwhoring . haha alright , off to catch an episode of Dicey Business ! i love that show ! Bosco is starring in it and I love him to bits ! Such an adorable actor . :P


Monday, January 2, 2012

ice cream Oreo

Well since I can't sleep , I reckon I might as well . :)


It's horrible to me lol . I think it tastes as close as a biscuit could ever taste like ice cream but it's still bad . It's just some icky , sweet cream . A reminder to myself to never fall for 'interesting' flavors . ):


Alright , good night for real ! Will be having lunch with Britney tomorrow as well as the other girls . A very busy and hopefully productive day ahead ! (:


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#idontknowwhat

post this is . i lost track !

anyway it's 12.55 in the morning now and so i guess it's the 3rd already today ? how time flies ! we're already in the third day of the new year . it really feels like it was just yesterday when i was out for new year .




anyway , i didn't get the Tab today . i was approaching the subject by bringing up the possibility of needing a laptop for college (i already have one at home) and that i can't possibly be lugging that around with me all day , everywhere i go , since it'll be such trouble ! it's really kinda heavy and so i was just telling my dad that maybe , just maybe , a tablet would serve me better . 

and he jokingly shot me back with a question  , 'i buy the tablet , you use or i use?' 

i told him of course he can use it and all he said was , 'then i'll buy one when i need one . ' -_- 

but thank god i did not go home empty handed . ended up buying a pair of lacoste but that's about it . i get real mad every time i go out for a supposed shopping trip only to discover nothing i like . it really breaks my spirit and i for one do not believe in window shopping . it's either i rid myself off all such temptations by not having anything in mind to buy , or i go out and get whatever i want or need . 

i was searching high and low for a bag for college , a new purse as well as a watch . guess i didn't have much luck then . i couldn't find a suitable bag , and when it came to the purse , i've had in mind the red braun buffel for months already . yes , for months . 



yes , this one except in plain texture ! it's only 400 but for some odd reasons , my dad refused vehemently to get it for me ! i'm not saying 400 is not a lot of money . my point here is that if anything , 400 bucks is better spent on a purse than on a pair of shoes since i use a purse everyday . plus , it's made of real leather . so you're paying for the quality (or so to say) and not just the brand , tho' i must admit that the purse would otherwise be plain without the little rhino metal piece . 

the last time i asked for it , my dad launched into a lecture of how it's inappropriate and wrong for someone like me , someone always with so little money , to be 'using such an expensive purse' . and that he himself 'has never splurged on a wallet like that before' . T_________T aduihaiz

but i really like it and no matter what i will get it soon lah i'm so embarrassed of my milk teddy wallet which was a birthday gift from my aunt when i was 9 . fml . T_T 





okay so this last selca of me before i sleep ! taken just minutes ago . i feel so horrible barefaced .

oh and the consolation i have right now is the grocery i bought just now ! it has been so long since i last stocked up my stash of snacks and lil bites . heeheee i really took advantage of the opportunity by getting some oreos , granola bars , pop tarts , cheese crackers and boxes of hello panda ! lovely . 

nights ! gonna go grab a munch now . (: 
x



Monday

On the way to Mid Valley now ! There's still a few item to pick up before college starts .


Hopefully I'll manage to cajole the dad into getting me a Tab 10.1 ! I'll give it a try by dragging him into the Samsung store .


Bye ! Gonna take a look at the resource center of my college ! ♡


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Sunday, January 1, 2012

Yay !

finally i designed something for my blog . it has been badly clothed all these while !

i'm sorry , it has been so long since i did anything involving html . so the layout is sort of rusty , i know . but really , i couldnt be bothered the least bit by that because it's pretty enough to my standards ! i'm just a little disappointed that my sidebar is aligned with my post (which also includes the date) and therefore looks like it's slightly above its ideal position . but never mind that !

i'm a very sloppy girl and this is good enough !

i can't believe i can still fix something like this up . seriously , too long since i touched photoshop and html and css codes and whatnot !

and i swear this has NOTHING to do with the new year . i did not redesign my blog to kick start my new year or anything like that but since it's already here , i might as well just claim so even if i know i'm a liar . hahaha . but honestly i wish i would be bothered with that LOL .


goodnight , 2nd january 2012 ! 



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Okay so i just got the application for blogger on my phone and if this really works , I guess I'll be a much more active blogger from now . 

IPhone covers I bought today . Nope , I don't use an iPhone BTW .

Alright , tata . Happy New Year everyone ! *virtual kisses ! ♡

p/s ; okay so it is publishable BUT still shitty . I can't arrange and align my photos as I wish and when I want to edit my posts , my photos don't show . They only show in html . Say whuttttt .....
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