What's different about my brain

is that it takes no shit from anyone .

i know it's important to be nice and the last thing i need right now is misunderstandings to come my way , but really , what do you do when people mistake your silence for tolerance ? what if people mistake your silence for approval for them to run their mouths ? now i wouldn't care if you wanna fucking talk but keep me out of it . is your life really such a big pile of shit that you cannot pass a day without mentioning my name ? you know how much i hate it , so don't test it .

i don't even know if you're reading this but you are really making me despise you . stop being so dramatic . nobody gives two shits about how you feel so just shut up already . telling people i blocked you on facebook ? don't forget who was it who refused to be friends , don't forget who started the stupid blocking shit . congratulations , you're a motherfucking liar too , i see . you want sympathy so much ? go to your mom , not my friends and please stop acting like a fucking five year old . i've had enough of this because for all i know , i'm getting on with life pretty well and your refusal to face the truth is holding me back . just hearing your name makes me want to puke my guts out .

and so when i hear the things you say , what am i supposed to do ? tell everyone , 'oh yeah he's right . i was the bad guy . '? don't make me spit out my ill feelings because it wouldn't be nice . i did not mislead you . for all i knew , it was nothing but a past time to me . it isn't my fault that you had bigger ideas in your head , or is it ? i'm usually not so blunt about things but this really is freaking me out because when people sprout shit about me , what am I supposed to do ? turn the other cheek ?

yes , i am and have always been this ugly . what , are you disappointed ? then bugger off my blog .

if you're really so bitter about everything go get counselling or a suicide or something . thanks , loser .

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oh my goddd I still have lit test tomorrow . it's my trials but not that it matters so yeah .
goodnight . x