SGMUN Day 1

Actually , I wouldn't even be here blogging if it wasn't for the fact that I'm still in the midst of uploading all the pictures from today to Facebook. It was a really , really long day and I'm very exhausted - I say this alot , i know - but I really wanna get the pictures up tonight or I'll never.

Overall , I'm very disappointed with this year's conference. Firstly , most delegates were not punctual. We were supposed to gather at 8 , and there were still many walking in way past ten. We couldn't do any lobbying since most weren't even present yet so yeah , that was 2 hours down the drain. I'm particularly disappointed with this 'im-too-great-to-be-punctual' attitude a lot of people have nowadays. It's just not nice to keep people waiting on you because come on , who do you think you are? I can understand if you're slightly late but two hours? Now that's definitely not a delay 'because of the jam'. It's a 'I can't wake up' scenario and I'm sorry but these people have no regards for others. You are attending a conference , not a Chinese wedding. If you can't even be on time , I believe that just defeats the whole purpose of joining this mock UN event because what exactly as a delegate do you learn?   

And then secondly , as if things couldn't get any worse , the two committees had to be merged into one due to the extremely poor attendance. Now, I cannot recall attending a poorer planned MUN before. A year or two back , everyone was eager to contribute to the resolutions. Everyone was punctual and most turned up. Let's just say the enthusiasm to debate was there. Some even came earlier to discuss on the resolutions they were working on before sending it to the chair. That's supposed to be the spirit but there we were , debating on resolutions that, at any one time, half the hall had no idea about. I don't know about the others but I was extremely disinterested.

Anyway , here are some pictures. :)

 

accidental shot which turned out cool HAHA

 
Guess who I had dinner with ! The stupid little boy hahahhaha . :P

 

Anyway goodnight. It's 1.30 and I've been up and about since 7 yesterday. I'm really gonna collapse tomorrow fml. 

I'm really hoping tomorrow will be a better day though. 

<3

And there's alot I've been thinking about these couple of days. I'm back to questioning my previous set of beliefs , but when haven't I? It seems that there really is no one you can trust. I don't want to come off as offensive , but really, quarrels over anything material is stupid. But perhaps I'm the only one who think so because apparently , everything IS about the money , isn't it?

What pisses me off is the attitude , not the money. I may not have alot of it , but I know what generosity and selflessness are. And if the implication of being generous would be that people start taking advantage of your kindness , then I'd rather be one of you.

In any case, I know I won't be the first to be selfish then .

The moment you stop giving people just feel it. I NEVER owed you a thing from the start. A fucking birthright it is not.

Because I'm too tired

to write anything. I wanted to write a little at first but now all I could think of is my bed so I'll just post a few pictures up and call it a post.

I know I havent been updating too regularly. Not that many of you read this space anyway. My pc was spoiled and so yeah , i just couldnt be bothered. Came home last Saturday to find a new pc and wifi! Wifi! The joyyyy. :)

My current Twitter display.

Had Arab food last weekend. It was a weird day. I was planning to see Ruhi (the girl with me in the picture above) only and somehow , 7 others turned up. Erm , yeah. Hahahah all juniors. It was a good time though. :)

Me trying to look like the Olsen twins hahaha. 

Alright , goodnight lovelies! With all the pictures of outings I have in my laptop , I'm pretty damn outdated. I'll write a proper post soon , I promise. x.

♥ #59 julywish

It's July already.
My July wish is simple - for everything to go smoothly.

I shall start studying , I guess.

 

I know I am vain, but if I am not , then you won't even be here. 

There will be no blog for you to read. So don't complain. 

Off to do some writing. It's getting tougher and tougher these days. I'm trying really hard to piece everything together and hopefully it will all fall in place. Plans , I have a few but in time we shall see.

xx.