♥ #58 They come & go

Here are some pictures for tonight. I'll post up more tomorrow , I suppose.

Have been in school 2 days only for this week. And I'm skipping tomorrow as well but I guess I'll be attending lit class since that isn't too bad.

And so there is this person that is really getting on my nerves lately. How dare you open your mouth to slander others with no shame? If you've actually got something against me, present the facts or you are just making a fool out of yourself. I dont understand people who has got the cheeks to be so proud of the money that isn't even to their credit. If you're ugly , you're ugly. If you're unintelligent , you're unintelligent. If you're unfuckable , you're unfuckable. Money doesn't change anything. Period.

I have alot of respect for people I see eye to eye, even if our opinions differ. But I do not even see you as an equal so what makes you think your opinions matter to those who sees you no different than I do? If you are incompetent, please just save yourself the shame by keeping your mouth closed. Those who cannot do something should not disturb the man who is doing it. You are sucking up to the wrong people girl. This shows how uneducated you are , pun intended. :)

Ask yourself this. What makes you think you are even in the same league as me to offer your comment? I can skip school all year and my results will still be fucking amazing , to say the least. I might be rebellious, but don't forget who's the school debator. And also Student Council member. What have you got? An empty head , an ugly face , a small chest , big stomach and nothing more. Please grant yourself the honor by shutting up.   

As I said , ugly people have nothing to lose. Go on a diet before you talk to me. Maybe I'll give you more face if you're not actually so ugly and fat AND foul mouthed. You can say whatever you want to bring me down, but it aint working because God knows I am not lying when I called you dumb and unattractive as fuck.

♥ #57

And so I decided to take the plunge and unprivated my twitter account.

For how long , I dont know. But yes , there it is. Public for the whole world to see. Knowing my personality , I'll most probably private it back soon. I cannot stand having privy eyes around me. While I do enjoy making new friends , I've always been wary of the people around me. It's impossible , I know , but I am the type who tries to hold my life at a certain point at a certain place , and as for right now I wouldn't want add or take away anything.

Just random camwhore shots HAHA. 

 

Had Taiwanese for lunch yesterday. It was pretty goood.  ♥

Here are some pictures from a day out with the girls. Nothing much , except that I really have to rush to bed. My lack of sleep is really beginning to take a toll on my health.

Definitely more coming , so as for now it'll just be pictures , alright? :)

Alright , good night. I'm praying that tomorrow will be a better day , or I'm dead. I left my entire Moral folio in the gym. Great. The date due? A month ago. :)

 

Lately , I dont feel very intelligent. 

Like , there's nothing left to say or something. My mind is blank and even when I'm out doing the things I like , I dont feel happy. I just feel at peace , neutral , and that's that. But I'm not complaining. I've been through worse, and somehow not feeling happy isn't an issue to me anymore. So long as I'm not feeling miserable , all is fine. 

Everything that's happening around me isn't even worth disclosing. And then I question myself , what is then? Well , I dont know. I can't come up with something. Maybe I'll post some pictures later. Maybe I'll write a few lines to go with it too. I dont know. The people I'm close with are with me all the time and knows what's going on in my life. So what do I say to people who dont? There's nothing for them to know , actually. I can be very keep-to-myself sometimes. 

Anyway , I've officially been away from school for 3 weeks already LOL. It's funny how often I'm not in school this year. I just hate that place and I'll come up with any excuse at all to skip another day of school. And this week I'll only be attending like , 2 days. Beginning this year, I kinda never go to school on Fridays. It's not that I'm getting lazier. I really , really hate that place these days. The people , the environment , the everything. Everything feels like a routine. I'm sick of it.

And to be honest , speaking from my results , it's not like my attending is even important lol. Pretty surprised having scored 14/15 for my literature , considering the fact that I knew ZERO about the novel. Nothing at all. Not even the names of the characters , or what's happening because I never bothered during English classes. And I had a friend explain to me once before exams since I didnt even have the reference book and there you go. I just wrote and wrote and wrote as though I really know what's going on.

I know I totally screwed up my maths and accounting , but all will be well by SPM , i suppose. I think I did pretty alright for everything else. 58/60 for history essay. Damn it I was so close to scoring full! :/

Alright , off to edit some pictures and then maybe I'll post it up. And know what to write. 

Will you let others do the job for you?

Or are you a warrior who is not afraid to bloody your own hands?

Confused is the one who has no inkling on what to believe.

Confused is the one who has nothing up his sleeves , and yet feels obligated to impress.

Confused is the one who plays his cards cautiously .

Confused is the one with character so weak.

Confused is the one most vulnerable.

Confused is the one who will not stand up for himself.

Confused is the one who will not stand up for anything.

Confused is the one who trusts blindly.

Confused is the one who never trusts.

♥ #52 You and Me

Regrets , I have a few. 
But you cannot take back the words you never said.

♥ #51 Another one of these days

On Monday , I met up with Yuen Teng , Ysheng and Hassel for karaoke. It has been so long since I last saw Hassel! I swear this is a really small world and it's creepy just how closely knitted our circle actually is. I wont explain how I came to know Hassel because the whole thing is complicated and I couldn't be bothered , because my point here would be that as it turns out , Yuen Teng and her are really , really close friends! The both are from PESS :)  

And they're both really nice sweet girls !

Meet my friend Hassel! :D

I think it was pretty fun singing with girls! Every time any of us went off pitch , we just ended up laughing it off. And apparently , I'm a very good rapper to them. I guess this just means that I've totally made a fool out of myself in front of them HAHA.

Going karaoke with me would only mean me hogging the mic and rapping shamelessly to Eminem , so brace yourselves for ear bleed lol.

Told you they're cute!

I dont think I care if I look ugly in a photograph anymore because this is as far as the truth can stretch.

Yuen Teng is among the more prominent cheerleader from PESS , so boys , here's a very nice girl you all should be looking out for! Single and available , wink. ;)

 

And after 3 hours of singing , we decided to go to somewhere to chill for a bit before heading home. Hassel left earlier since she had a family dinner going on and so the three of us headed to this place outside BB Plaza for some shisha. It had definitely been a long , long while since I last shisha-ed.  

If you ask me , I'd say the place was like a roadside mamak. And so we were shocked to find out that the prices were all but ordinary. A can of coke for 5 bucks? Are you kidding me? Apparently they serve 'Egyptian food', but I'll never trust a place like that to be serving authentic Arabian food. 

I'm actually a big fan of middle eastern cuisine. If done properly , the meat often comes in succulent, chunky servings and I particularly love their Arabian sour cream dipping which has the consistency of our typical mayonnaise, except that it has a slightly sour kick to it. Speaking of which , I really need to grab some Arab food one of these days. 

You see the sign above? It's actually this Turkish ice cream stall at the place we were chilling and we've seen them before in Sungei Wang and Mid Valley (last time) and so Yuen Teng and I got extremely curious. We went to buy ourselves a cup each , only to be disappointed that there's nothing A La Turka about this ice cream. It's just ...ice cream. And slightly overpriced too , if you ask me.

Got to give credits to the Middle Eastern old uncle who was manning the stall though. He was this cheery middle aged man who was just so joyous and enthusiastic about his work that some tourists even stopped to have a picture with him! He was singing the whole way , while scooping us our ice creams , spitting Masya Allah over and over again into our cups. I like places like this where the people around are so lively that it creates such a happy ambiance. :)

RM 5 for this. I had strawberry with chocolate , whereas Yuen Teng opted for vanilla. I know many of you will most probably argue that gelatos and premium ice cream are about this price of even more , but you gotta understand. There's a difference between paying RM5 for a scoop of Gelatomio , and RM5 for a scoop of Walls ice cream. You get the picture now? 

Ysheng. 

So long since I met up with him. Too long. It's good to catchup.

Just another one of my bags.

 

I do think I look like a hamster here.

 

 
 
The many face of Soh Yuen Teng! She's just so, so adorable lah! Friendly and niceeee :)

 

 

And then we went back to Sungei Wang for a while since I wanted to get some cookies from Subway! Their cookies are really good , and cheap too I must say. Rm1.50 for each and they're reasonably sized. So I guess this makes me a happy , happy girl. :)

Go try their raisin oatmeal and double chocolate! Hehe might me too sweet for some of you but I have a sweet tooth so I like it alot. 

I'm just...fat. I have nothing else to say. Yuen Teng and I are of about the same height, but just comapare our body proportions. Time to diet again before this weight gain gets out of control. It's impossible not to be obsessed when I'm always feeling so thick and chunky all the time.

Alright , that's all for now. Actually , I went out today too for karaoke...again. I'll update really soon , like maybe tomorrow?

Goodnight! :)