For a moment, you've got me there.
I swear I really tried so hard to disregard all the principles I've held dear for so long.
And all just for you.
All because of you.
But it's okay. Everything will be fine. Time to build these walls up again. No more being so silly, Sandra. No more.
It's horrible to know so much but I'll get better in time.
As Vanessa said, even if I am nothing but a trophy to men, at least I deserve to know
I am nothing short of being the shiniest one. No less.
I guess treating someone the way you want to be treated is not enough for people to treat you the way you want to be treated. With you, I laid my defenses down. The first person I actually told myself I am going to try my best for. But I am young and I am stupid.
The most undeceiving will often surprise you.
Anyway I am pretty surprised to know that this blog has actually gotten 12k visits in the past one month. It's crazy , because I only have 5 subscribers and really, I didn't think anyone would bother to read. Thank you anonymous stalkers, you know you love me even if I don't know you. xx
