good morning

A lot of things are making me old .

Disregard the bad and focus on the good ? When all is said and done ,more is said than done .

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3.25 am

tonight is my tumblr night . it has been so long since i went on tumblr and it's always a great inspiration to be looking at beautiful pictures , if they're not already motivating by itself . (:

i try to stay away from that whole emo / goth / anorexic shit because i swear to god if i see another picture of a girl with her ribs poking out , i'll be down that whole crazy diet road again . i sometimes surprise myself with how obsessed i can get over ....bones .

yeah i find them oddly beautiful and don't give me that whole crap about how it's unhealthy and unattractive . i know it's unhealthy but i definitely do not think it's unattractive .

 

 

it's great to be taking like , what ? a 30 minute break away from my els textbook ? that shit is killing me but i guess you can say i'm much more self directed today than i was before . 

it's all about priorities after all , isn't it ?

 

 

god i love my friends so much . 

and the funny part would be that it's not entirely true to say that we're all super close or anything but if there's one thing i understand about friendship , it's how if you're absolutely comfortable with someone , you know they're your friends and things really are that simple .

to be honest i think i can be very critical with the people i surround myself with . sometimes . but with me , there's almost never any dramas because i like things simple . if i can't get along with someone on face level , well then i guess we just shouldn't be talking to each other so much / hanging too much . 

you don't have to hate anyone just because they're not your buddies . 

you don't have to let the world know of your dislike for someone just to prove your point that the both of you couldn't get along . 

but anyway that's not the point of this post . the point of this post is actually writing something for the sake of it . i mean , since i'm already at it , right ? 

goodnight . back to the textbooks until i exhaust myself to the point of fainting . (: 

You make me fall so easily

"Loneliness is just a word that means you are feeling alone and depressed and starting to think about how difficult and strangely impossible it is for you to be interested in the same people who are interested in you and how if you don’t change your worldview and personality soon then you will probably always feel alone and depressed because you can’t remember a time when you haven’t felt alone and depressed."

 

because all good things come to an end . embrace what you can't change . happiness is not always about getting what you want ; it's sometimes about letting go of what you cannot have .

i think , i really think , if all of us are to appreciate the beauty in things being impermanent , things being indefinite , we'd all be more compassionate and understanding .

there is beauty in everything .
but as with everything , if there should be a good side to it
there will be a bad side to it too .

it's up to you which side of the same coin you want to see .

if you've ever felt lonely before , you'll know better than to take anything you have for granted .

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