Lately , I dont feel very intelligent.
Like , there's nothing left to say or something. My mind is blank and even when I'm out doing the things I like , I dont feel happy. I just feel at peace , neutral , and that's that. But I'm not complaining. I've been through worse, and somehow not feeling happy isn't an issue to me anymore. So long as I'm not feeling miserable , all is fine.
Everything that's happening around me isn't even worth disclosing. And then I question myself , what is then? Well , I dont know. I can't come up with something. Maybe I'll post some pictures later. Maybe I'll write a few lines to go with it too. I dont know. The people I'm close with are with me all the time and knows what's going on in my life. So what do I say to people who dont? There's nothing for them to know , actually. I can be very keep-to-myself sometimes.
Anyway , I've officially been away from school for 3 weeks already LOL. It's funny how often I'm not in school this year. I just hate that place and I'll come up with any excuse at all to skip another day of school. And this week I'll only be attending like , 2 days. Beginning this year, I kinda never go to school on Fridays. It's not that I'm getting lazier. I really , really hate that place these days. The people , the environment , the everything. Everything feels like a routine. I'm sick of it.
And to be honest , speaking from my results , it's not like my attending is even important lol. Pretty surprised having scored 14/15 for my literature , considering the fact that I knew ZERO about the novel. Nothing at all. Not even the names of the characters , or what's happening because I never bothered during English classes. And I had a friend explain to me once before exams since I didnt even have the reference book and there you go. I just wrote and wrote and wrote as though I really know what's going on.
I know I totally screwed up my maths and accounting , but all will be well by SPM , i suppose. I think I did pretty alright for everything else. 58/60 for history essay. Damn it I was so close to scoring full! :/
Alright , off to edit some pictures and then maybe I'll post it up. And know what to write.
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