♥ #24

the only people who can hurt you
are those whom you willingly allowed access into your life .

and sometimes , you cannot choose who to believe in . because they all end up letting you down . all of them .

but i guess we all live to believe . and trust itself does not come for free - it has to be earned . but how much exactly is trust worth ? i guess coming from different people , it holds different values, but what i do know for a fact is that my worst tendency would be to give it out for cheap all the time . i trust people so easily , i should not even be the least bit surprised from getting stung .

i am just a little girl desperate for something to believe in .

but what hurts me most is not that you do not see the same in me . that has never been an issue for me to contempt with , but rather , the fact that you , of all people ,  would actually think so much lesser of me when others dont , is what's most disappointing . appalled by the honesty, but it's always good to know what i mean to you . good to know than to not .

thank you for teaching me life's greatest lesson .
couldnt possibly owe it to you more .

x .